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Sat, 10 Jan 2004 22:31:04 GMT

Sat, 10 Jan 2004 20:53:16 GMT

i went to the show. i was the only one who wanted to wait in line. i had fun. it was cold. i met up with them later. jackie is a good driver. the end.

just trying something

Sat, 10 Jan 2004 20:38:26 GMT

Sat, 10 Jan 2004 18:08:13 GMT

Last night was the... umm... local show... but i dont know if you can classify a local show as one where you wait outside in line for an hour and a half.... in 8 degree weather... just to get inside the legion in rutherford. hahh its really funny. Andrea and jackie left me after 10 minutes of waiting on line because they had hypothermia or something. i decided to stay... and i was all alone... but i got in... and they didnt... but i didnt mind waiting alone... its okay.

i found some people... but it was so crowded... and i couldnt move. we left before hidden in plainview came on... senses fail was the "surprise guest" and theyre okay... idk... they lost their "charm" i think.

jackie is such an amazing driver. after the show, they picked me up and we "cruised". hahh. she is SPEED QUEEN!! we drove past liurefjdbvu's house, it was so funny. and we were followed on route 17 by this really old and creepy guy. ahh i just dont know how she came to be such a great driver. we may go to the mall today.

i wanted to take pictures at the show... but i just didnt. ill take some today. :-)

hidden in plainview just came on, and theyre so good. and now i regret not staying for their set. its okay though...

thats life in a hospital...

Wed, 07 Jan 2004 04:47:21 GMT

"crawling on the boulevard" lolololol

on sunday i went to a show with gab, amy, pam, and gab's cousin (?), she was cool. hahh very high maintenance. we saw spitalfield and silverstein. it made my sunday soo much better.

then... school began. i miss the bus every single morning. then my mother yells at me, it just ruins the whole day. i hate school dsjkjfklfslkfjdslkfj.

jackie got her license... but she has cheering everyday this weekend... and her mom wont let her go out on school nights. thats gayy... but whatever.

i feel that this has no real point and there is no reason to write in it.

i can't wait for this weekend. hipv show on friday... then... im not sure.

laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Fri, 02 Jan 2004 07:10:12 GMT

what does it take... to get a drink in this place?

Wed, 31 Dec 2003 22:49:41 GMT

Star crossed ll [12:20 AM]: i cant wait to take some pictures
FiGGys05 [12:20 AM]: u and that fucking camera

i love jazzzie!!

Star crossed ll [4:34 PM]: sleep over my house tonite
Star crossed ll [4:34 PM]: haha NOT!
Andi215 [4:34 PM]: i was like whhhhhhhhat???
Andi215 [4:34 PM]: lol no way not with you...ewwwwwwww
Star crossed ll [4:35 PM]: hahahahah!!!! NEVER1!!! i dont want to see your face.

last night was funn. its amazing that sammy has her license... we went to the candlewick and just drove around. jackie gets her license in four days. here are some pictures from the candlewick:

^ thats the ugly poinsetta plant in the diner

^ sammmy going into the candlewick. our first trip!!!

i hope tonite is funnn!!

Wed, 31 Dec 2003 00:54:17 GMT

sammy got her license!!! i'm waiting for her to pick me up...

i feel so guilty.

tomarrow is new years eve. yey.

Mon, 29 Dec 2003 21:52:58 GMT

ahh. im so bored. and everyone has there away message on. and my grandma just came home.

Mon, 29 Dec 2003 17:25:20 GMT

i'm drinking egg nog. its really good. :-)

<><><><><><><> this constant reminder of what ill never have. <><><><><><><>

Mon, 29 Dec 2003 05:52:59 GMT

i really felt the need to update. i dont know why.

christmas was good. i got my digital camera. ive been such a "photographer" since.

last night i went to the city with andrea and jono and adam. it was funn. we went to search and destroy and i bought the ugliest purse you can ever buy... i love it! i have also decided that scarves are my new favorite thing. i took so many great pictures... they were so funny. but then when we got home... i accidentally deleted them all. i couldnt believe it... figures... my luck. adam and andrea slept over and we didnt go to sleep till really late. and now im pretty tired...

today was okayy. drove around... visited sammy... then sick Jazzie. i hope she gets better. within one week... two of my best friends will have their licenses!!!

i wonder what im doing tomarrow. it's so pirate of me to just drink rum... alone... island rum. i wish i was on an island right now. why havent i been called in a long time? pshshshshsh.

here are some pictures i've been taking with the digi CaM.

^ my wall

^ the car wash

^ algae and jazzie

i hope that these pictures arent really big. i <3 you.

thanks gabby!

Thu, 25 Dec 2003 05:37:23 GMT

If I were a month I would be: July
If I were a day of the week I would be: friday
If I were a time of day I would be: 1 AM
If I were a planet I would be: jupiter
If I were a direction I would be: south-west
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: a bed
If I were a liquid I would be: fruit cup juice
If I were a tree, I would be: a palm tree
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: rose
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: Heat
If I were a mythical creature, I would be: a pirate!!!
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: drums
If I were a color, I would be: hoTT pink
If I were an emotion, I would be: crazy
If I were a vegetable, I would be: Lettuce
If I were a sound, I would be: silencee
If I were a car, I would be: a taxi. umm i dont know
If I were a song, I would be: thursday- standing on the edge of summer
If I were a book, I would be written by: anthem... i think. we read it freshman year. it was way cool.
If I were a food, I would be: a fruitcup. mixed fruit.
If I were a place, I would be: tahiti.
If I were a material, I would be: silkk.
If I were a taste, I would be: pineapple
If I were a scent, I would be: coconut
If I were a religion, I would be:
If I were a body part I would be: neck
If I were a subject in school I would be: homeroom? hahh
If I were a cartoon character I would be: Phoebe... from Hey Arnold!
If I were a shape I would be: a star
If I were a number I would be: thirteen! 13 13 13

Merry Christmas! My christmas eve was so boring! i was being low and got a little drunk at my family party. its okay though. i can't wait for my digital camera!! so i guess everything is good. yey

Wed, 24 Dec 2003 22:11:34 GMT

my grandma just came in. she smells like a lot of perfume. i guess thats nice?

egg nog is really good. really really.

merry christmas eve!!

at the mall this afternoon i bought this black miniskirt and a shirt. i can't waittt to wear it. i also saw him at the mall too i think. jfdl;kjfds;lkfjds;lkj;jklfds,nfbhre i dont know.

yummmay i cant wait to eat. <3

deathcab for cutie is really good.

Tue, 23 Dec 2003 06:13:43 GMT

i am so confused with the time right now. i woke up at 11:30.

Sun, 21 Dec 2003 06:36:56 GMT

this heart theme is going to get old really quick. i just know it. <3

oh yea. and today i went to target with algae and kel. i bought a lot of gum and i bought jazzzie's gift. then i went to algae's, she made me a frame!! then we watched The Dangerous Lives of Altar Boys. then we drove around.

i love meg. and i love being so crazy and wierd and fun... because im not like that all the time. hahaha even though i reallly am, just minus the fun part.

i feel i must interject here...

Sun, 21 Dec 2003 06:07:31 GMT

i havent written in this thing in a while.

i should so start my homework... so there is less to do tomarrow.

i hope that my Rebecca project will be acceptable and i can get a good grade. school is really slipping. and i didnt ever break a thousand on my psats... im really upset about it.

three more days until christmas break. i can't wait. i want to go to the city a lot.. and spend my money a lot.. and get drunk... and be a night creature... and wear my skirt... from 1991?!?!?!

last night adam and jose and andrea came over. it was gooood...i got to see jose <3 ... but my house is boring and my brother was irritating.

when i get my digital camera for christmas i'm going to start taking pictures all the time.

i just love alll my friends so much. its just so nice. i also love small groups of asian boys. hahh. and just boys.

i love how im just motivated and in a realllly good mood right now.

Tue, 16 Dec 2003 05:13:54 GMT

where do i begin?

i'm not tired. school was cancelled because of something with buses. so i got to sleep latee. which is probably why im not tired.

then i went to work. i dont want to talk about it... except i want to quit.

the NCA definately rules.

hmm. the plans better work!! hehhhhhh.

wow... i reallly dont enjoy writing in this thing that much.

Sun, 14 Dec 2003 17:09:54 GMT

last night was interesting. adam and nick came over and didnt leave till 5. it was reallly fun though.

the night before last night was cool too. i went to the number 12 show. and saw a lot of people. it was nice

fhjkhfdljkhfdkljh cool jfdslkfjdsakljfdds

Thu, 11 Dec 2003 23:29:30 GMT

i got honorable mention for volleyballl in the record. yey!!

every thing is good, really good actually.

nca. night creature association.

Tue, 09 Dec 2003 19:23:57 GMT

i was just attacked by my dog! her new name is enchilada.

its humorous, really. i'm all dressed. my hair is done (not washed haaah). i'm dressed in my nifty new skirt. but the thing is... i can't go anywhere or see anyone because..... i'm ConTagiOuS! don't come near me! i'll be fine tomarrow.. yey.

strange weekend. next one has to be better. although it really wasnt that bad. :-) :-) :-) wink wink.

pshaaa. i want to go somewhere.

for gabby: (she rullesss)

Tue, 09 Dec 2003 00:44:31 GMT

this is for all those punchline lovers out there that have a deadjournal. join gabby, pam, and amy's commmunity.

deadjournal.com/~time_wont_last

its very nice.

Mon, 08 Dec 2003 04:21:57 GMT

i dont know whyy im listening to madison.

what a weekend. snow ruined friday and saturday night. then last night at around 3:30 i began to shiver uncontrolably and then came a mass of sickness. i had a crazy 102 fever. psshh. im NEVer sick.

next weekend i want to be reallly drunk and just have fun. cause this has been horrible.

grrr. sick on a day off.

whyyyyy?

snowed in

Sat, 06 Dec 2003 21:56:22 GMT

i need tea to sooothe my aching throat and teeth. andrea is going to buy me a teething ring for christmas.

i think i speak for everyone when i say. we want to get out of the house

i may go take pictures of the snow. cause i have nothing else to do.

its gonna be a long night...

Fri, 05 Dec 2003 19:39:04 GMT

ahh. i didnt go to school today.

im dreading the fact of walking to work in the snow though. this really sucksss.

Thu, 04 Dec 2003 04:57:12 GMT

it seems like everytime i put on imx that dumb song "i hattte everything about you" is on. hah wierd.

i'm creative up the kazooo. i just made/reconstructed: this old sweater to an off the shoulder shirt, then used part of it to make a necklace. then made my power ranger tee shirt an off the shoulder shirt and used the rest to make a donnie darko inspired bracelet.

my dream is to make a polka dot skirt. yummmay.

work is frightening. i curse at little kids under my breath. i mean theyre all cute, but its just too much for me. i won't quit until another job comes along. then again i probably won't quit.

weeekend. what am i gonna do?!?

sleeep baybee sleeep.